for some reason blogger is acting nutty. I tried to delete some posts and ended up publishing them three times in a row. Also, I tried to change my colors around on my template but although I could see it, it wont come up! Ah! I'll have to try again another day! Okee that's it for now. It's raining outside...humid as heck. The cars are whizzing along on the wet road. My cat's fur is soft and pliable in this humid weather, not greasy, just fluffed. Rich is still asleep. I guess no biking today. We went two days ago and were caught in a downpour. It was eerie because there was no one around us and we didn't bother with maps and for some reason that scary area that we tried to avoid was suddenly very close. We were soaked from head to foot and blinded by the rain. We turned here and there and found ourselves faced with that area that is not to be named! It was as if it were calling to us, pulling us into its depths. We finally pulled out our maps but to our dismay they too got a good soaking so we just struggled forth and finally found our way home. But it was a harrowing experience. Well I am a very busy person at the moment so maybe I'll write again later on tomorrow or Sunday. But for now I have to run!

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hem hem one more month and then school again. It seems that all my inner hatred of school as a child has suddenly did a(n) 180, perhaps a helsinki syndrome, to the point where I will be in school forever. It seems that my path is pointing me to become a teacher. haha It's a strange world. I'm still writing so I will not turn into some pathetic, bitter teacher who will only grow old to hate her students as the years separate their ages more and more. I will be famous. I've known this since I was a child and the only thing stopping me is me. I have not received word yet of my scores for the MTELs but I don't fret over it. Now I have my soobee scanning in pictures so I can send them over to the familia. I hope to get my fruit soon too. Oh wont everyone be surprised! haha

I'll tell how delicious they are when I get them ta ta for now.
Ciao!, as my Aunt says.
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Hey Mick, great list. I especially liked the provolone mention...i told you so! Witch. I found the cheerleader mention funny too, I can just imagine. Oh me lucky charms! And why didn't I get any ghetto shorts! Daymn! You guys were there for several days! Maybe I'd appreciate thin "bitch" shorts! ooh yeah, watch out Boston. haha kids are funny creatures and I'm sorry to hear that the pinball winning genes weren't passed over to you. Luckily for me...I'm great at pinball. One day when I happen to stumble upon a pinball match in some dark alley I will able to come out in one piece, but I sure do feel badly for you little bro. Yep yep. It's nice to have a computer double as a tv. Rich is using his comp to watch some wacky documentary on the Roman Empire and sex. hmm. Now we're watching South Park, did you know that by putting food in the place where it usually comes out you'll end up pooing from your mouth? haha. Night night folks.

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Oh they are against me, it's karma that Kelley has not left yet. mmm Kelley. hahahaha She will leave today and I sure do hate her. One day I will write about her. Probably my ninth book. Writing is the best payback for anyone who has ever screwed you. The good thing is that I don't even have to use my imagination to make her look bad. She just is. I have finally found my nemesis. Just like that movie, Unbreakable. haha terrible!
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This is the day in which the wicked witch will finally be dead...metaphorically speaking of course. She will only be out of my house for a few months, hopefully maybe more than just a few months. Perhaps some man will take pity on her and decide to string her along for the holidays and then dismiss her in a year or so, so that I will not have to endure her presence for a while...Today is a brand new day! I will think happy thoughts from now on! Happy! I am also planning to pray because there is a power that is strong in prayer. I am shamefully admitting to you all today that I have dismissed prayer as something that would only take up my time but I will do it! Everything seems so fresh and new, though outside it is overcast and gray. There is a stickiness in the air that makes it hard to breathe, but I feel great!
Til later, and I wont impose upon you any of my beliefs because you must find your way, hopefully this entry will plant a seed.

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ugh! problems of some sort are occurring with blogs and such...anyhoo I can't believe my brother has a little admirer...haha that's just too funny. I am slowly thinking of writing some such thing or other, hopefully it will be good enough for some sort of merit in the eyes of the world. I just need to lash myself to a seat and begin. However, I am not good with typing on the computer. Not the act of typing itself, but rather just the impersonal feel to it all. I must hie me to a store and purchase paper and pen, or pencil and begin this journey of spinning tales. I hope everyone will enjoy it. How old am I now? I will be a year older in September or rather 1 will be added to my current age and my ultimate goal is to be published in the coming year. It will be the year of the monkey, my year, this coming 2004 and hopefully that is a sign that it really will be my year. I need to devour as much books as I can and hopefully gain some knowledge in writing that will help me out. This year has already been filled with books, 30?40? or maybe more. I just need the inspiration! The muse, the urge? I get tiny glimpses and inklings but not enough for anything. But I will do it!! I say it again, I will do it! Now to bed, for tomorrow is a new day. Night night y'all and take care,

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Hello all! I am finally back from New York and I had a great time! I saw my Aunt and cousin whom I haven't seen in years and it was good to see them all. What a wonderful few days it was. We laughed until we cried and then laughed some more. I always have a good time in NY no matter what but this time was just more memorable just because there were so many of us in the house and someone was always cracking a joke or just there to talk to. No one is pretentious, no one is sour and glum and if they are they don't involve any one who isn't interested, and everyone is contented and real. I have a few pictures and soon will have it up online which I will post here when I have a chance...perhaps today or tomorrow. It looks as if it will rain today, very gray and cold. Rich tells me that it's been colder and colder in the mornings, which I actually like because I don't like waking up sticky and drenched in sweat because of the heat. It's good to be back in Massachusetts to my soobee oobee, though I had such a great time in NY that it seems I was only there a day. My cat seems over her no-talking policy concerning my absence. Actually she was very sweet when I came home yesterday. Maybe she has finally realized that I will always come back to her no matter how long I'm gone, or maybe now she just doesn't give a damn. haha She's less coddled nowadays but still as much loved as ever. She woke me several times last night by walking on me asking for pettins. Cute! And she woke me up this mornin for purrings on her favorite bear, which Rich and I are thinking of replacing. I hope it wont be such a heartbreak for her. Bear was such a crucial part of her development. Bear is like her 2nd mama...my other pets...my fish are fine, although my poor blue one seems to have lost all the weight he has recently gained, my Rich is fine and last night he seemed content to cook along with me and eat steak. He hugged me all day yesterday, i guess he missed me a lot. What a baby. haha I missed him too. I am going to begin my summer writing. I hope Kelley will go away soon. Why is that for years we complained about the stink rising off of Jake's litterbox and just because Kelley mentions something now does Linda do something about it? See what I mean? It's a strange relationship that she has to tiptoe around Kelley. Is it in fear of her outlash? She is never "real" when that other one is around. I wonder if she drives safely too, and doesn't jump for her cellphone everytime it rings. If they both died together at the same time that would be fitting. Maybe she just feels that she needs to make Kelley see how "nice" things are now after she ran Kelley off to florida when she turned 18. There's a lot of history and psychology I don't understand in the situation but both can go to the devil for all I care.
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