File It Under "H" For Hectic

Been busy and crazy. Trying to get everything done. Have lots more to go.

Wedding paperwork, work, parents, invitations, dresses, colors, emails and emails, clean room, cat vomit, laundry, plant grass, new costumes, show id at front desk, write out individual messages for Christmas cards, worry, stress, tv, diet, tempting cakes and chocolates everywhere.

EVERYWHERE!

I'm afraid I'm not spending enough time with my cat.

I'm afraid I wont be able to see the Potter movie soon enough.

I'm afraid that I'll buy a dress I wont like it too much because it's the ONLY. ONE. that I like marginally.

I'm afraid my mother will talk me into a dress that I don't like at all because she's my mother and she has that power.

I'm afraid that no one will show up or stay at a Disney hotel and I wont get my free night at a cottage suite!

I'm afraid to entertain my parents without my brother.

I'm afraid that I'll eat too much this WHOLE. ENTIRE. WEEK. and have to lose twenty pounds by the end of it instead of ten.

I'm afraid that someone will catch me wearing socks under my pantyhose and point it out to me and I'll get in trouble.

I'm afraid that I'll forget all my deadlines and other things that are floating around in the ether because I'm just not concentrating quite enough.

I'm afraid I will spontaneously combust and only the smokers will notice, and only to light their cigarettes with my burning effigy.


But:
It'll be all over sometime soon.

Have a good weekend and rest of the week all.

Me.