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The Sunday it happened had the beginnings of the perfect day. It was right before sunrise in late spring, the air had a bite that made us rush around on our bare feet searching for socks. But we knew the chill would lift with the sun, leaving only crisp blue skies, light breezes and that acrid smell of warming soil that I always associate with happiness.

Into the car, the four of us, racing the houses and lightpoles, until we moved so far ahead they disappeared behind us. We drove, rarely saying anything, except maybe to point out a cluster of deer or to sing softly with the radio; Sunday morning accoustics, only songs done accoustically, and usually live. Once in a while the semi-silence was punctuated by a snore, my mother's or brother's or my own. In this manner, we reached that valley looking up that hill. We were a little early, still in murky darkness, my parents sat and held a quiet conversation.

While they whispered away about work I kept vigilant watch of the hill. I cranked the window open an inch and heard the soft sadness of an owl's hoot. As I looked I saw the sun's rays appear from behind the hill, fanlike and beautiful. I had never known that the sun could create these beautiful crests of radiant lights. In the hues of the rainbow it flickered and danced and steadily grew stronger and brighter. But as it grew higher, that's when I saw that it was not the sun peeking over the hill but beautiful bright forms, grasping hands, steadily ascending. When they reached the peak, they swayed casting off spears of orange-red and blue-white, greens, yellows and all else in between. Then I realized that the light was emitting this music. It spoke of joy and sadness as well. As I listened I noticed that the lights moved in every direction, that one note changed with the dips of the mountain, and changed again as it dissipated into the air, their movement was making the music.

Then suddenly they were gone, the sun was bright and we were cast into the shadow of the mountain. I saw my parents looking at me and I asked what it was. They smiled at one another, my mom placing a finger to her lips and glanced at my brother. He was looking about, half asleep and yawning he closed his eyes, and only opened them again when we arrived home.

We never spoke of it, except that every Sunday for years we would drive up and watch it. I was always filled with joy and sadness every time. We watched for any signs that my brother would see it, he became the age that I was when I saw it but that too passed and he never said a word. I once asked my mom why we didn't just ask him but she told me that it would create an illusion in his head, that he wouldn't really see it, just see what we described to him and claim that he could. So they waited. I left for college and had a life of my own. I saw it only three times more before I moved far away. My parents finally gave up on the day of my brother's graduation.

One day, I called him and the conversation went back to our childhood, and I told him how I missed those drives up. He said he never understood why we did that, he figured it was some form of family bonding. That's when I told him about the beings and how they made me feel and the music they made. His response was, oh those things? Why didn't we just watch them from our backyard, I saw them there as much as I saw them upstate?



This post is purely fictional and are drawn from my imagination. No, I was not high when I wrote this. Any semblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

Hope you liked it, write me comments if your did or didn't and why.

Me.

Every Sunday we'd go for a drive upstate. Always to the same place, passing the same objects, the same bridges, the same barns and fields. Always in the early morning, with the rays of sun coming up behind the mountains, or in beating rain, where the trees swayed and the car rocked. In mists and fogs where everything blurred and shifted and became something else or in the snow, where the old car's heater blasted hot air, drying up our sinuses, our noses whistling for the rest of the day.

We would park at the same spot every Sunday. A valley that looked up to a small hill. I'd look, imitating my parents' expectant gazes, up that hill, occassionally seeing a flock of birds but nothing more. We'd sit in the car for an hour and my parents would stare up at that hill. Then they'd both draw a quick breath. I'd go on staring as well, seeing nothing but clouds shift and the day grow brighter. Once in a while my parents would look at me wonderingly but seemed to see something missing and turn back. A few minutes later we'd take the long road home...

I'll continue this at another time...

Happy New Year All!

I've got a few minutes to kill before I head off to church this morning so it's a perfect excuse to rehash last year and make promises that I need to keep this year.

I read a bunch of books and reread some old ones, saddened over the end of the Harry Potter series but excited over a new set/series I'll be getting (thanks Mike!) None of the new books were worth too much praise, except for A Thousand Splendid Suns and Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close.

Moved to a new place in February then moved to a new place in December. I think that almost counts as nomadic. Where to this year?

Gained weight then lost the fat and gained muscle (I think). According to my mom I was "so fat" when she saw me in May, then "not so fat" when she saw me in December, but I weighed about the same when she saw me the first time. Eh.

Had the most horrible August last year, with as much damage on the psyche as one could take, but luckily it just got better. Hopefully these next years will be our "fat cow years". With all the stuff we've been buying looks as if it's started already.

Last night I had a dream that I was pregnant and ready to give birth. I was a little anxious because I could feel the beginnings of pain (it could be due to the salmon I ate last night) but excited as well because I'd finally see this baby I'd been waiting for. I also happened to glance at the calendar on the wall and saw that the date was: September 9. I didn't know what year it was...

Didn't reach any pinnacle of success last year but I have hopes and plans this year so wish me luck!

I found out last year that another reality exists, different from this one. It only peeks out when you're not expecting it, but I'll work on being more familiar with it. If I disappear, know I went to a brighter, better reality.

Mike, you and I have to practice our sibling psychic connection. There's a million dollars up for grabs. So get to honing!

Have a healthy, prosperous new year all!